A woman, a mother, a Ray Ban Legend.

Two words: Angelina Jolie. Beauty, success, fame, and strength are just some of the characteristics to describe her being a "legend". Being a legend, she has not only through her experiences and time but because of her influence in people's lives.

Beauty: She has been a woman of style, being able to pull different looks from being Gia to Lara Croft and portraying different roles in her movies and in real life (as a mother, a wife, an Ambassadress, a pilot, even pulling off different Ray Ban aviators ;)), you name it, she has probably done it. She has been known not only because of being one of the most beautiful women and having the most luscious and coveted natural lips in the world. She has also been named as the sexiest woman alive and is often cited as the world's "most beautiful" woman, a title for which she has received substantial media attention. If that is not enough, "Jolie" is pretty in the French language (again, one of the most romantic and beautiful languages. Coincidence? I say destiny.  

Success: She surpassed the barriers of being a woman and within her craft, she has been the most successful female action star in her generation. Winning 30 Oscars and 61 nominations proves her capability and skill in her field. Not only has she invaded the movies but also print media with 185 magazine covers and a Billion net worth. She is successful in her career, financially, her family and in helping others.

Heart of gold: Despite her beauty, success and fame, she has never forgotten to give back and share her blessings by devoting one third of her income to international charity projects, especially those involving refugees. She has decided to donate the profits from her first born Shiloh's pictures amounting to $4,100,000 to charity. She has been a humanitarian and an Ambassadress for the UN, volunteering in various organizations and charities all around the globe.

A strong woman: Despite her rough and strong personality, she is never afraid nor ashamed to show her emotions. Crying in a touching scene of Dumbo being able to fly, defending har brother in the rumor of their love affair, owning several reptiles, collects knives and owns a Private Pilot license. Albiet receiving cuts and burns in one of her movies Lara Croft: tomb raider and being brought to the hospital, she has insisted on continuing her shoot the following day.

A Mother: She has adopted two children Maddox and Pax of different descent long before she was married. Thereafter giving birth to Shiloh and then adopting a Vietnamese child named Pax. In the year 2008, she has given birth to fraternal twins Knox and Vivene, earning $14 Million for the joint pictures of both children, proceeds went to the Jolie-Pitt Foundation.

Better-than-perfect: Like any other celebrity she has been through her ups and downs, being a wild child, under the influence of drugs and undergoing psychiatric confinement. She has had two unsuccessful marriages and has had tattoos (of her ex-husband's name and of "death") being inked out. In spite of this, she has been able to successfully turn her life around from being a bizarre  celebrity to a humanitarian and a devoted and loving mother.

I must say, she is the epitome of a Legend. Not only has she lived a fulfilling and successful life but she has inspired a lot of people, of different races and generations, around the world. She has proven that one has the capability to change no matter how deep a person has sunk to. It is not important what mistakes one has done in the past as long as the person regrets those and has done something to right that wrong. She may have been able to help due to her money but she has been active in organizations and showed that no matter how big of a celebrity she is, she still remembers to help, give back and share what she has, being a role model, especially to the younger generations. She will surely be remembered in the decades to come as a legendary woman who has changed the world in her own way.

I can be a legend by helping others in my own way. I have started doing this by volunteering for the Philippine Red Cross, a non-profitable and non-government funded private organization. I can continue to inspire and help others by practicing my profession as a Nurse. No matter how cliche it is, being able to help others, especially in their lowest points in life, is a rewarding experience. A simple thank you after catering to their needs and supporting them through their journey from sickness to their full health, is a priceless thing. Being able to share my knowledge to the patients in the hospital, reiterating important pointers beneficial to their health and simply helping them in their activities of daily living are simple steps to being a Legend. In the future, I hope to become a mother who will inspire her children, be able to share great stories, positive impact and changes I have done in other people's lives. I dream to build a foundation cherishing our elders and nurturing the future generation of children. I may not be an Angelina Jolie but in my own way, and despite of the constraints of being a woman, I believe that with these few steps, I, in the future, can say that I am "A woman, A mother, A Ray Ban Legend".
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7 Reasons Why I Deserve an iPad :)

Jehzlau will be giving away an Ipad for this month and i thought of giving a shot at it. Sherweb is really awesome for sponsoring this iPad giveaway. :)

Hope you like and see my reasons as deserving enough for an iPad. :)

I deserve an iPad because:

Apple Domination :o

1. I believe that Apple is taking over the world, (everything started with an apple (bible). And did you know that the fruit used was an apple because apple in Latin is Malum, meaning evil. ;) Is this why it all ends with the Apple as well?)
   And soon enough we will be an Apple dominated world. So, living without it makes us doomed. Please don’t let me fall upon its wrath.  :|
    
2. I know that with the Epic Plan that Apple Inc has made, there will be support placed for every one piece of the Apple products sold (or given :)) from the Apple store that surely is a Top pleaser. I just hope I won’t have to save so much money to have an IPad like everyone else who has paid for it. (anagrams used: IPad, paid; Apple store, top pleaser; Apple products, Support placed; Apple inc, Epic plan.:))
   
   
3. It already know what I would do with it, whom to follow and what apps to use: it would be awesome to read Jehzlau on the iPad lying in bed, on my couch, in a cafe, or practically anywhere and to have one more way that I can follow his site :) and I have already started thinking of what Applications I would like to use. Without the iPad, all my efforts will be a waste.
   
   
   
4. Many people come with various tests done to the iPad but the most painful test to watch that I’ve seen was blending it until it comes out as small dust-like particles. I am not a crazy person and you won't make a wrong decision by giving me the iPad. I promise to keep it safe.

   

   Blending the iPad

   
   

   

   I promise to keep it safe :)

   
   

   
   

5. I really am a big fan of Jehzlau I have been following him for a long time now
   Compared to others, the iPad is lighter, and thinner
   It is easy to handle, the King of tablet is such a winner
   I know it’s hilarious that all I do now is rhyme
   But you see, I just badly, really want it to be mine
   Winning the Pad would be so cool
   It’ll make me want to excel even more in school
   I have never had an Apple before
   And I think I should experience all the things I can, even more :)
   Who’d ever said that I wouldn’t get it?
   Even L’oreal said I was worth it
   An insurmountable way to keep pace with the modern day
   An iPad would be the BESTEST gift I could get on my Birthday (April 17 :))

6.  iPads are way better than boyfriends. It won't mind if I put on a little weight, if i want to watch romantic movies, not mind waiting for me to dress up, not make me watch action films and listen to rap, I can turn it off with just one button, and most importantly, If i see it with another girl, I can call the police. :) With an iPad i won’t be lonely :)
   
   
   
   
   
7. I myself can never live without an “i”. Imagine life without an “I”, there will be no electricity, air, ice cream, websites, Philippines, only a ‘you’ without an ‘i’, no happiness but only sadness, no Christmas, no Valentines day, no Life but only death, no iPad, no me (elaine), no Internet and most importantly, no Jehzeel Hiquiana Laurente. :) Without these things, can we still LiVE?
   As a very narcissistic individual I feel that without question I will have the winning response. Now, who do you think deserves an iPad? iDo :)
   
   

   

   Jehzeel Hiquiana Laurente

Whether I win or not, I would like to thank Jehzlau for the opportunity. I know that whoever wins is really deserving.:)

Why i deserve an Android phone

Jehzlau is giving away an Android Phone. This is the second time I will join his contest.
Here's my entry. :)



Why I deserve an Android Phone:

1. I’ve only had one phone in my whole life, which I got before I entered college. (year 2008, I was 17 years old). Well, I had a difficult time convincing my parents that I need a cellphone. It is a Nokia 1208 and it is backless (N1208 B edition as I call it :)) ), battery is loose, easily becomes empty and light blinks at times when I press the keypad. To remedy this, I had to add paper in between the battery and the phone for it to hold. Ofcourse, it is still important to me since it is my first phone. No matter how worn out it is.
2. Being the youngest, I always came last and had to use hand-me-downs. It's okay for me, I've been used to it an have no hard feelings.
3. I have no laptop. And our PC at home is ancient, a Windows 1998, which is non-functional, so I have to go to go to an internet shop every time.
4. We are now having our Biostatistics class where I could use the Android phone for since we have to submit exercises online and check the yahoo group regularly.
5. The camera will be useful for me for documentation. I do not have a camera and did not have pictures in my HS Graduation and capping ceremony I had to grab photos from friends. :(
6. Being a Nursing student, and with my duty at hospitals, there are a lot of case presentations, drug studies, NCPs and submissions to be accomplished. I will be able to do such things immediately and easily with an android phone. I borrow books in the library and read there during free time for the requirements.
7. I’ve been studying in UPIS from Kindergarten to High school to help my parents save from expenses and was a full scholar. I am now a Dean’s Lister.
8. There are a lot of Wi-fi spots near and in our school so having an Android phone will be a convenience. It is not about having difficulty bringing gadgets or the hassle it is but simply not having one.
9. I’ve never won anything, in online contests, raffles, or any promotion. Having an android phone will mean so much to me for I have never received and had anything so grand before.
10. I assure you that I will take care of the phone. I will value it, and it will really be very useful in my academic life.

It is up to you to decide whether or not I deserve an Android phone. :)

update...

ngayon lang ulit ako nagcomputer. these past few days, natulog lang ako nang natulog. parang kanina lang gising ng 9am, tulog ng 12-2, tapos 3-8:30 dapat nga di ako magigising kung di lang dahil sa tambourine ng mga nagcacaroling.

nakakahiya ang grades ko sa anatomy. puro bagsak. kapag majors samin, 70% yung passing.. so obviously, ito passing grades:
14/20, 21/30, 35/50 at 70/100

ito naman mga nakuha ko...

practical test: 56/100 >>>walang nakapasa at isa ako sa highest! yahoo! pero... bagsak parin ako kaya dapat, todo aral ngayong bakasyon. :)

Prelims: *wala paring nakapasa*
lab - 58/100 >>>ito talaga, very disappointing. tsk.
lec - 65/100 >>> tsss.. grade ba yan?

quizzes:
muscles - 10/30
tissues lab - 12/30
tissues lec - 15/30
human body - 16/20
animal cell - 14/20
cell - 22/30

o diba.. nakakahiya.
may iba nga samin, naka 4 o 8 lang ehh...

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nakapag-dissect na rin kami ng pusa. hehe. ito yung ilang pics.





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nagkita kita kami nina eon at hanapi nung saturday. hehe. nakakamiss pala. pinakita ko yung mga mabababang grades at nagtinginan kami ng i.d. hehe. astig yung kay hana, credit card lang. XD

kumain kami ng fishball sa may vinzon's at pinagusapan ang censored na bagay sa harap ni ate na nagtitinda. haha. *sabi niya naman kasi, ok lang daw... pero kasi.. totoo yung mga yun... haha*

nung umalis na kami ng up, nakita namin yung mga bagong tayong establishment at napagos sa kakaikot kaya nagelevator kami kahit pare-pareho kaming takot...






marami pang nangyari... nakakatamad lang ienumerate... pero naalala ko yung huli na... yung nakita ni eon yung maniken at YUN pa talaga yung pinansin... hehehe....

ana-ana-natomy.... what?

cheek cell ko... hehe. nakakagulat yung pagkuha sakin nyan. bigla nalang sinabi ng kakalase ko... "nganga." ayun. tapos pinasok yung swab. nag-volunteer din ako dun sa blood sample pero iba yung pinili. buti na rin yun. manually pala yung method ng pagkuha e, hindi gagamit ng pen *may masama akong experience sa manual na method*

---> once upon a time, nagkadengue ako. nagpakuha ako ng dugo at pumayag na ko na sa daliri ako kuhanan *thinking na pen yung gagamitin* e may galit ata sakin yung babae. manual yung ginawa. may dengue pa ko nun at hinang-hina. ginusto ko siyang sakalin nun e. haha.




speaking of cells... of tissues...

joke:
anong english word ang ibig sabihin ay "ikaw nga!"? *one word lang*
ans: tissue! hahaha

e yung "ikaw ba yan?" *one word uli*
ans: statue?...

hahaha. korny!!!

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mababa ata ako dun sa test kanina sa anatomy. takte! cell yung topic. e no erasures pa at shading yun gamit pen. hay.

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di ko na pala nakikita si intsik ngayon. buti naman. at may journal kaming kailangan gawin sa english class. write everyday about randomness and what have you. at book report every month.

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may kaklase pala kong babaeng pusong lalaki. nakakagulat lang, ang touchy niya. ma-akbay. mahug at makiss. pag nakakatabi ko, biglang aakbay. tapos ang lapit pa ng mukha pag nagtatanong. pero tinatrato ko parin siyang babae. walang malice. close friend kumbaga.

pero ang gentle-woman at maaalahanin niya. akalaing sinamahan pa ko bago ako umuwi.

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sige, aral na uli. X)

dahil idol kita...

okay... ano bang ginagawa ko sa buhay ko? may test ako bukas ... mga test at di pa ko nagrereview. wah. goodluck.

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natuwa rin ako e...

1. smoked
2. consumed alcohol
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5. kissed someone of the same sex
6. had sex
7. had someone in your room other than family
8. watched porn
9. bought porn
10. done drugs

Total: 5

1. taken painkillers
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house
6. done something illegal
7. cut yourself
8. hurt someone
9. wished someone to die
10. seen someone die

Total: 9... haha.


1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab.
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.

Total: 3


1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than four beers in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything.
6. wore black nail polish.
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

Total: 6... haha. i wonder... masama ba si 50 cent?...


1. dressed Gothic.
2. dressed prep.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

Total: 5... haha ulit.


1. snuck into someone else's room.
2. had a crush on your friend.
3. been to a concert.
4. dry-humped someone.
5. been called a slut.
6. called someone a slut.
7. installed speakers in your car.
8. broken a mirror.
9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

Total: 7



1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

Total: 7


1. owned/rented an apartment.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10. been verbally harassed.

Total: 4



1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5 hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

Total: 9... haha.

Evilness total: 55... hmmm... wala lang...

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ipagdasal niyo ako sa biochem at 2 ko pang major subjects... hay...

update kung update! ayan idol ha?

hay... fyi pala, di na ko masyadong makakapag-update. as you know, pasukan nanaman. puro basa nanaman. siguro next update pag weekend or after prelims.

game...

okay naman mga prof namin. mga kaklase ko lang talaga. mga nagagwapuhan kasi sa mga prof. tsktsk. yung isang chinese na prof namin, crush nila. maputing matangkad na payat pero ma-muscle na kalbo. meron pang isang prof na crush nila, dahil nakakatawa, morenong payat na matangkad din, graduate ng school nung '07... which makes him 22 years old?... ok na yung may crush sila e, pero to the point na tinatawanan nila yung corny na joke nung chinese na prof kahit korni *NOTE: tawang ahahahahaha with batting eyelashes effect*. ugh.

yung prof na moreno...
prof: o yung RA bla bla... naging RA bla bla....
ice: *mouting = RA (numbers nung republic act) at magkaiba kami ng sinabi*
prof: kinorrect ako, RA (blabla)...
ice: *'huh???' look*
classmate: sir, RA (blabla ~ yung sinabi ko) nga po.
prof: sorry naman, tao lang.

naiinis ako sa prof na yun, okay sense of humor niya. pero di niya ako tinatawag pag recitation. hay. ewan.

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may isa pang prof, di nila crush kasi may asawa na rin pero ma-joke din. e nakaupo ako sa harap kaya madalas napapatingin sakin. at soory to say, ako lang di tumatawa sa jokes niya,... kaya siguro di na siya tumitinging sakin pag nagjo-joke. pag nagdidiscuss lang.

tinanong niya ko kanina nung discussion...

kung di kayo nag-aaral ngayon at bakasyon.. anong ginagawa niyo? *tingin sakin*
tumingin ako sa katabi ko, akala ko di ako yung kausap niya pero nakatingin parin sakin...

ice: nagbabasa po.
prof: *nakatingin parin*... ng?
ice: libro leisurely reading po...
prof: ng?... *silence~ yung feeling na nakatingin sakin lahat at sinasabing ang weird ko...*
ice: literary books po.
prof: anong title?
ice: series of unfortunate events po *unang pumasok sa isip ko.*
prof: unfortunate events... so unfortunate *tawa ang klase*
ice:...
prof: bigay ka ng title.
ice: the penultimate peril po *una ulit pumasok*
prof: ...hmmm... maybe i should read that. i might relate to it.

weird lang.

~buti di niya alam na UPIS ako, kundi patay na. kasi binabanggit niya lagi UP at UST. at may kaklase akong galing hs ng UST. hayyy...

nung dulo ng class...
dahil siesta time ng class time natin, kailangan ng pampagising... next week, magdala ng gitara at may magpepresent sa harap. kahit acappella o hindi, may +5 sa quiz. *siniko ako nung classmate ko sabay sabing, "uy, kanta ka."* lalo na yung mga gahaman sa grade. *ako ba yun?*

iniisip ko kung kakanta ako o hindi. kasi nakakahiya. any suggestions ng song? yung di mataas na maganda. hehe.

~next year, mag-o-audition ako sa chorale. try lang kung papasa ako kasi never pa ko nag-audition. try lang. yung audition kasi this sem. di ko naabutan kasi may klase kami ng audition time.

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sige, aral na ko. marami pang test bukas. at sa mga susunod na araw. paalam. X)

i need painkillers... badly.

ang sakit ng ulo ko sa kakaasin... haha.

tulog ko na nga lang kanina, 5am-7:30am...

nakatulog sa sama ng loob...

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anyway,.. may naisip akong pagkaabalahan.. magbasa nang magbasa. haha. Nerd! but atleast, i'll be spending my time more productively... XD

Moral: Magsuot ng Gown pag manunuod ng Sine!

bihira akong sumagot ng telepono sa bahay. at kung kailan ako nasa mood, saka nakakainis and tumawag.

*ring*
~isang ring lang, sinagot ko na...
Lalaki: Hello, pwede kay First Lady?
Ako: Wala po siya...
L: ahh..
A: Sino po sila?
L: ah, kaibigan niya
A: Sino pong kaibigan?
L: ah.. di bale nalang.
A: hello... Sino po sila?
L: kaibigan niya.
A: sino pong kaibigan? Marami po kasi siyang kaibigan e.
L: Ah di bale nalang.
A: Sino nga po sila?
L: Bakit? Para saan?
A: para po kapag dumating na siya, sasabihin kong tumawag po kayo *aaarrrghh*.
L: ...
A: hello... hello...

~wala na...

anong klaseng tao yun? nakakainis.. haha, kaibigan niya. hahaha. HAHAHA. tsss..

ayoko ng sumagot ng phone. naging spontaneous pa man din ako. tsktsk. again, wrong place and wrong time.

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nanuod kami kahapon ng Max Payne kasama sina Atsi...
sa dulo, may nagsabi sa'min na guard na kesyo 1 show lang... in a VERY humiliating tone...
ayun, kinonfront ni Kuya Eric... haha, buti nga. I mean, hindi kami masamang tao e... pero yung pambabastos,... pwede niyang sabihin nang maayos samin...
another thing, nung sinabihan kami, pinapanuod namin yung pahabol na scene *AFTER CREDITS*. basically, kitang-kita niya naman na nanunuod pa kami nung pahabol.
nakakainis lang. at kinampihan pa nung usherette yung guard at sinasabing di na importante yun. *have you ever heard of the term Epilogue? ha? ha?* tsss... yes it isn't necessary but it is essential when it comes to a story, or a book, in other cases...

lagi nalang tinetest yung patience ng pamilya namin. tsktsk.

*parang nung kumain kami sa dads saisaki kamayan, nung nag-valet parking... nabangga nila yung kotse. of all people, kami pa. tsktsk*

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text ng blockmate ko...

nagjoke si Lolo...
Q: anong last name ni ANCHOR?
A: Tis...

ANCHORtis... hahaha

bumanat si Lola...
Q: Anong first name ni nemo?
A: ANCHOR...

ANCHORnemo...

di ko agad nagets nung una yung nemo... hahaha... wala lang...

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how lucky can you get?

Yeah, another post. i wouldn't make one if i weren't so desperate and disappointed with myself.

Sunday...
i went to the christening of first lady's goddaughter. We had the dinner thereafter.
We arrived home at around 10:30pm. i went to my room at 1am and tossed and turned all the while, waiting for all my thoughts and worries to just drown me to unconsciousness.

i woke up at 7am. Fixed and Prepared myself and waited for FL to wake up. We left home and arrived at school at 9am. Before getting the grades, i already saw witch.

Ice: Kamusta?
Witch: ok lang, kunin mo na grades mo.
Ice: ...
Witch: Sige na, pasado ka. Promise!
Ice: Sige, antayin niyo ko.

while i was walking, i was so worried that i didn't even notice some of my blockmates who were trying to catch my attention. I finally went to the woman who was in charge and got my card. I scanned all the grades, hoping not to see something to worsen the situation.

*the other grades are "hidden" to prevent bragging.

then i saw a 2.25. if i were my old self, i'd still be happy with that grade. The problem is, i have to maintain an average of 1.75 and shouldn't have any grade lower than 2.0. WHAT MAKES IT WORSE? It is a 5 unit subject. A-FIVE-UNIT-SUBJECT!

i went to the faculty and He knows everything that happened. I was just the luckiest person in the world. I discovered that my grade was 83.9 (=84) and i needed only one friggin' point to have a grade of 2.0. The professor was still in the province and the teachers told me that i should have informed my prof that i was part of the organization then she could have been more considerate.

doomed. i am doomed.

it's an embarrassing thing that i almost cried two times, one in the faculty and the other with the adviser of our organization. good thing i was still well composed.

yadda, yadda, yadda...

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a while ago, i went to the doctor to have my brain checked... to see if it's still in good condition... hahaha...



i saw this while i was at the hospital... weird, if i must say. maybe i need the first option.


maybe this is it.. for now. i have nothing more disappointing to brag about.

once again...

money can't buy happiness. but wouldn't it be better to cuddle up in a ferrari than in a tricycle? haha... think about that.

it's been a while... no, it's been a very long time since my last post. i've been quite busy these past few days to tell the truth. If not so, i just don't seem to see the use and the purpose of making such update. here may be people who want to know my thoughts or get in my mind in thet matter but just like what i've told some people before, my life isn't an open book, or atleast that's what i don't want it to be.

too much to start a after-ten-decades-of-silence post.

college life isn't really what i've expected it to be. with those people who slack off a lot and the ones who seem to become parasites, leeches if i may add, to just not care to study and resort to dishonesty in most times. *i didn't make my point, did i?*

It's been hard because of the position they gave me and the meetings i have to attend to which seemingly don't fit in my schedule though i still find a way to attend to. i've gained people's respect though, a very good thing. and earned praises from... nevermind. not important.

recently, a woman who's taking up BS Psychology had me as her subject in her project, a case study. the process went quite well, with her having to meet me a lot of times and having my very-rich-and-oh-so-smart-that-i-am-proud-of-it blockmate even had to make a big fuss about seeing me with my interviewer. Even telling me that the one who i was with just won bb. Pilipinas and miss earth and what have you. I just had that urge to do something really evil, though i still managed to stop myself. She asked me why i was with her and i told her she was my girlfriend. Just to stop hearing her making-a-mountain-out-of-a-molehill thing. Though i know she didn't buy it.

There were a lot of rude people that i had to bear with. Those who can't stop their mouth and don't even think of how harsh their words would come out.

there have been a lot of people who just crossed me and since i've been having anger management issues, its been hard for me to be calm. there's even this one person who always does sins and eventually says sorry *codename: rich*. I just wanna say that just because you did something doesn't mean it could be fixed by a mere sorry. If then i could just kill someone or slap that person freely and say.. "sorry! *though i meant that, good thing i did it.. i don't even regret it*" Hah. When that person did something that made me be very dense that i didn't hear rich's voice. avoided that person the whole period of class. it even came to the point that rich is saying sorry and won't leave without me going home. hah. and even texted me... i don't want to give out details. but right now, everything's fine.

wait.. i remembered this guy... when i was doing my teacher's aid thing that was needed in our organization, it so happened that it was lunchbreak and the time will still be recorded if i stay in the office. and so, i did. he suddenly went up to for a conversation, it helped to just let the hour pass and since i have nothing to do but wait for my next meeting. the conversation went just as some does. asking the school, how the adjustment is.. then suddenly. i was asked about the classes we took up in hs such as electronics, baking, and sex education. It kinda bothered me though that he asked directly how it was taught. i stopped to stare at him *he's taking up BS Psychology, by the way* for a moment thinking, "what's wrong with you? what do you want me to tell you?" i didn't rally put malice into it but he stopped for a moment and was hesitant when he asked the question, even with a different tone. i just shrugged off and told him, "it's just a crash course so basically,... it was just slightly discussed" translation: don't ask me something if we won't talk about it with an educative tone.

there was also this other issue. while i was doing the seatwork in english... actually, the class has ended so i did it while waiting for the next class. we were on the stairs and i was writing and rushing it since the prof will be waiting for it. when i was done, i said, "yes, finally. done." then stood up, holding the sheet of paper. but i forgot that i had a few papers in my lap so they flew in a soap-opera-ish manner. and there's this guy who went down the stairs so he helped me get the papers. haha. i laughed after the whole scene coz its just like what i see in operas where everything is so set into place. and the scene is one of those i hate seeing where both people pick up the papers, aside from the fact that there were howling voices afterward. haha. i just didn't think such a thing could happen.. to me.

things come in threes...

lastly there's this other person that our adviser in the org wants to set-up with me. not that he's doing it in a very loud manner but i'm not dense. that's that. since i want to try being friendly, i talked to that guy *since were the only people in the testing room, unless i wanted to be creative to talk to the table and make him think i am a psycho > though i am. haha*. asking his course *which is hrm* yadda yadda... but that person didn't even ask anything. it's ok but he also answered my questions in a rude manner. haha. too bad, i became friendly at the wrong place, time and to the wrong person. after the whole activity, our adviser asked the update. *whattttt!?!? the hell...* and asked him if he knows my name. ofcourse not, he didn't even think of asking that simple question. i'm not really making a big issue about it but he became rude in answering my questions *though i just became obliged since our adviser is a go0d man*. that's that. oh wait, he asked something,

"saang scho0l ka galing?" *anong plano nito?*
"upis po"
"ahh... *he was shocked*"
"bakit niyo po natanong?"
"wala naman" *are you going to brag about it? ugh.*
"kayo po?"
"diyan lang"
"saan po?"
"olops" *yung nga ata... o yung simula e...*
"ahh"

so i left the office immediately. and that wasn't the only time i saw him.
there was the time in the office that i was writing my name in the log book then he came, he was looking at the time i was writing so i had to face away to not show my irritated face. i saw from my peripheral view that he was even smiling *and he even had the nerve. *sigh* * i passed him the book with just a glance so as not to return the disrespect he's shown me. then i left.

things come in threes, again...
when our class had to practice in the gym, it so happened that the place in the court where we had to practice was right beside their place in the court. and even in the presentation,they had to present after our group. too much for a coincidence. but hey, i'll just think of it that way.

sembreak... it's kinda odd... i'm getting bored. i've been reading bo0ks to use my time wisely though...

as of now, i am officially a vegetarian. it hasn't been long. i just started last October 10 and i'm still struggling with it. i don't want to give out more updates on the eating thing coz it might turn out bad it i do a foresight.

i've also been reading twilight *just like all the people in the world, yeah, i know*. the story's okay. not too outstanding though but i was really affected by some scenes, haha, kudos to stephenie for that.

this is a piece i've studied... it's easy but it just shows how i've been feeling... just interpret, would you?



this post should've been longer but i don't want to bore the hell out of you and cause an eyesore. haha. thanks for reading. hope i can make an update immediately.

And what about the laughter
The happy ever after
Like voices of sweet angels
Calling out our names
And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love



a song i like... at the moment...


*still making the group err... individual theory.*


i always see Chinese at school... in the canteen, library,.. name it, everywhere.

what day is it, and in what month, this clock never seemed so alive...

gusto ko mapanood concert ng Lifehouse...
unfortunately, walang budget... well, that's not it. If i'm going, i would enjoy it more if i had company and if that's the case, i have to shoulder the other ticket/s.

which reminds me... Panic's concert is another one i look forward to, but i still can't go.

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i still have to do our group my theory...
its unfair since i'm the only one who does it. they don't even have the initiative to come up to me and ask about it.

we I also have a report in Fil, CE and other subjects. How lucky I am. tsk.

siya ang dahilan kung bakit ako may pictures sa phone.. at computer...




ganito ako kamahal ng kuya ko. kinuhanan ako ng tulog. haaay...

pero kahit ganun... mahal parin siya. :D

it's been a long time since I've opened this account. i think i already forgot how to even make an entry.

truth is, I've been very busy these past weeks. busy with schoolwork...

my college life is actually a... very dramatic,... soap opera-ish life.. if i should say.

there are evil people, problems and what have you.

i don't like certain teachers because of their favoritism. and their style of teaching. *sigh...*


this school year:

1. i cried because of a quiz.
2. i get easily irritated
3. i often see "espasol"
4. I've been busy with meetings and requirements
5. I still miss a lot of people.

i wanted to say a lot of things... but i just ran out of ideas.


oh.. i just want to share. our prelims in Filipino was an activity where we had to do a monologue. i was lucky enough to get an easy situation. haha.
i'm in the mall and i saw my significant other with someone.. then i had to make a scene. it was quite difficult since i had to act out three people.



i saw this when i went to church last, last... or maybe 3 weeks ago.

wala lang... hehe... nakakatuwa

Nang minulto sila mami.

umuwi ang nanay kasama yung kasambahay namin, simula palang pala, nakita na ng katulong namin yung multo *bukas kasi 3rd eye* nakita niyang lumipat ito mula sa katabing bahay. Dahil dun, lumapit siya sa may mga halaman para madistract at di kabahan sa presence ng multo at sinabing, "wow, ang ganda naman ng mga halaman"

sabi naman ng nanay, "Hay naku, wag ka ng matututuro diyan at gabi na. baka kung ano pang mangyari sayo."

binaba na ng kasambahay namin yung mga buwig ng saging at binaba malayo sa pinto. Na-weird-uhan nanay ko kasi dapat ay binababa yun sa may pinto mismo. ang iniisip pala nun ng kasambahay namin ay kinakabahan na siya dahil nakatitig lang sa kanya yung multo.

matapos nun, nagsukat si nanay ng butas sa tangke ng tubig at dahil may nararamdaman na siyang iba, nagdasal na ng Holy Mary. Nang matapos ay nauna pa ang kasambahay sa pag-akyat sa bahay. Pagpasok ni nanay sa bahay, naamoy niya na amoy kandila ang lugar. Yung kasambahay naman namin, sabi, "Amoy kandila po noh? *nakangiti*"
sabi ng nanay, "hindi, tong insenso lang yun...*sabay lapit sa may insenso at amoy, narealize niyang hindi iyun yung amoy kandila*"

nung nag-aayos na sila ng saging, nawala yung plastic.

naisipan nila na mag-sindi ng insenso na bato.
k: *nagsindi ng kandila*
M: [pinatay]
n: sindihan mo uli
k: sinindihan uli
m: [pinatay uli]
hanggang sa nasindihan na...


hanggang mga 2 am ay di pa sila nakakatulog.

basta parang ganun yung kwento...


nakakatakot. e nakikita pa nung kasambahay namin yung ginagawa nung multo. hehe.

Sa mga nagtatanong, di pa dumarating ang ministro, baka daw June pa.

Ilang araw na pala akong di nakakapag-OL... naging busy ako masyado sa mga bagay. Pag-aaral para sa exam (kung saan di naman pala kailangan mag-aral), Pag-lalaro ng Tradewinds legends at iba pang games, pagbabasa ng libro, pakikinig sa iisang kanta at pagpapagaling. haha.

kelan ba ko magsisimula? ah, last, last saturday nagkaroon ako ng Scholarship exam. nakakadugo. Unang beses kong mag-shotgun. Tipong mga 8 consecutive questions yung hula, isang sigurado at puro ganun. Yun kasi yung sa general Information. ito yung isang tanong.

1. Dalmatia is a town in...
a.Spain
b.France
c.Denmark
d.Yugoslavia
e.Italy

pero tama rin hula ko diyan... yung mga iba nga lang na... "who said this?"

Dulo yung essay part na dinugo ako uli.

***

Sunday, mother's Day. walang kwenta yung sermon sa simbahan, mas pinagpahalagahan pa yung kaarawan ng simbahan at, saan ka naman nakakita ng paring nagmumura? wow.

pero ang galing, kasi kapag kaarawan ng simbahan namin, namimigay sila ng mga papel tapos nandun yung mga attribute na kailangan mo. Nakakagulat kasi sumasakto yung mga yun. Yung nakuha ni Kuya, Wisdom... haha.

***

Nung monday ginanap ang nakakatakot na bagay. Kaunti lang ang nakakaalam pero ayun...
Sinabi ko sa tita ko na Sub nalang siya.. haha, duwag.

Noon ko nalamang masakit pala turukan ng anesthesia lalo na't doon pa tinurok at di pala matagal ang epekto nun.

Dahil doon ay di daw ako pwedeng maligo ng ilang araw.

tinakot pa ko nung babae...

babae: *kausap tita ko* Alam niyo ba doc, dati may ganyan din tapos lumala tapos naging ******...
tita: syempre po ngayon kay nagkwento ng ganyan..

titingnan pa daw ulit kung blablabla in a few months at may kung anu-ano pa.

haha... ang weird...

***

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>fast forward

Kahapon, nagsimba ulit kami at natuwa ako nung may kumantang lalaki sa harap, for a change, naging lalaki naMan. ang ganda pa ng boses...


naalala ko tuloy...

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ang galing talaga kumanta ni David.. haha.. feeling close.. si david cook, dalawa pala silang david na natira sa dulo. ang galing talaga eh. haha. siya ang dahilan ng pakikinig ko lagi sa always be my baby(>>>yung version niya, hindi yung kay mariah) at Music of the night at yung isa pa.

naalala ko... DIYOSAH!!! Nagpaparamdam nanaman. naririnig ko lagi yung basta, una last week tapos kaninang umaga. haha.

sa mga nagtataka pala sa inyo kung bakit di ako nagrereply... wala akong load. haha. inubos ng kuya kong pangtext. isa pa,.. kapag feeling ko GM yung text (or pag wala akong pangalan dun), usually, di ko na nirereplyan. XD




Mga MENSAHE:

sky: may ire-recommend akong libro sa'yo... For One More Day by Mitch Albom
malaki naging impluwensiya sakin ng librong yan e. Na-Lss din ako dati sa So Close, nung mga last week of April kaya nagkaroon ako ng mp3 nun sa phone. wala lang.. pati video nung scene na yun kinuha ko.. natuwa lang. haha. Maganda yung Music of the night (song from phantom of the Opera).. yung version ni David co0k... pasensya.. di ako maahanap nung song na yun pa pwedeng ipost e. primitibo.

idol: ayeee.. binabanggit ako lagi sa post.. labs mo talaga ko. haha. sabihan niyo pala ko pag may MC meeting. thx. Pakinggan mo yung mga kanta ni David cook, maganda boses niya. haha.

diyosah: maganda yung picture na nilagay mo sa blog mo. ipagpatuloy mo lang yan at di ka na makakalabas ng bahay niyo. ü nga pala, nakamove on ka na ba? haha

i don't have anything quite interesting to share right now. Nothing much has been going on.

It's another first though that i almost shed salty droplets of emotional truth because of the sermon *he is my favorite priest*. Suddenly, childhood memories crept. I remember all the things I've been through. The sermon seemed to be addressed to them and i looked at them. What do I expect, of course, they wouldn't react. While images kept pouring, i did my best to stop the droplets. They slowly flooded my eyes but luckily, i was able to stop them from falling.

What was the sermon all about? about love, sacrifice, and how you use your hands to treat other people: do you hurt them or take care of them?

I can't help it, every time I'm alone, which is.. well, i am always alone... his words reverberated...

How do you talk about something you don't know about? How do you show something you've never experienced?