death...

celebrating one year closer to death.



this day seems so weird. yeah, weird is go0d, but not in this case. lots of people greeted me. they don't really know about this day but its just because Lara sent them a message that's why they knew about it. maybe I'm just not used to being greeted by people and being expected to celebrate this day.

lashes still pushed through with convincing me to go to the batch thing next week. i don't know about that. there'll just be lots of things to spend money on if that's the case and adding up to our expenses is the last thing on my to-do list. Pot and Ludz also tried to convince me to go.

i don't even know if I'm really supposed to pay for something i wouldn't even be able to enjoy or experience. The big amount of money could be used for more practical things. If i have to, then i have no choice since i do want to graduate, but still, it is unfair. Ahya also had this event in their scho0l and since he didn't go, he wasn't required to pay, just like what Their PTA committee said, "maawa naman tayo sa mga magulang at unfair yun sa kanila."

Yes, rationalness is all i want. Is that to0 much to ask?

i ate lunch with the other 'orphans' like me, we talked about things like nc and our lives.

awhile ago, i fell asleep while watching ai. I just woke up when Bape texted me to greet me again. it's a go0d thing that i woke up so i had the chance to change and leave our house. i went to sm to buy the bo0k i've been longing to have and... well, self indulge. I was supposed to buy four bo0ks *which included the bo0k of Garfield and others that struck my interest* but i wanted to save money and, if given a chance, buy the bo0k at a cheaper price. i saw lots of bo0ks with the titles having the word Ice, "Dry Ice" and "Eastern wind melts ice" to name a few.

there were some 'friends' *that's what they call themselves* who didn't greet me. It's ok since i'm used to that and i don't celebrate it myself. *it's been expectes that i salt *nag-aasin??? haha* when this day comes.. every year. Oh well...

bad day...

bumalik nanaman ang allergis rhinitis ko kanina kaya nahirapan ako sa buong araw na 'to sa school.

nakakabaliw ang quiz sa physics. wala ata saming nakasagot kaya binago ang tanong. naalala ko kanina yung sinabi ni Janro nung nasa English class kami... "ako si ice..." [okayyy?... and since when?... pero sabi ko "ok...". sasabihin ko ngayon, Ako si Ice... hahaha]

eto na....

nung trigo, ok naman nun una. bigla lang nawala panyo ko.

Ako: *narealize na nawawala na ang panyo kaya naghanap*
Sky at rain: *tinitingnan ako*
Ako: *naupo sa may gilid ng 'stage' na malapit sa teacher's table*
Sky: ok ka lang?
Ako: hindi eh.
Sky: bakit, anong problema?
Ako: nawawala panyo ko. wah.
Sky: *naghanap* baka nasa bag mo.
Ako: *dinouble check ang bag ko* wala eh
Sky: sa plastic na yan?
Ako: wala, di ko yan ginagalaw *chineck na rin*
Ako: *medyo nagpapanic na...* [poof: may nakita... may hawak na pink na panyo si Maykel.. hindi naman nagpipink si maykel ah, pero malay ko ba...]
Ako: *tinititigan si maykel* [may nakitang blue na panyo sa desk ni maykel. supposition: kay maykel ang blue, akin yung pink. pero, bakit nasa kanya?]
Ako: kaya pala nawawala panyo ko eh, nakay maykel! [medyo napalakas kaya marami ang napatingin.]
Maykel: *nagpupunas ng ilong habang nagbabasa ng magazine* ha? [tingin sa panyo.] bakit nasakin to?
Ako: wahhhhhh..... :((
Maykel: sorry, lalabhan ko nalang.

ayun. kaya ngayon, pinagtatawanan ako ng mga Nasaean na nakakaalam nun. Ang weird lang din. napakaodd. haaay...

nakita ko si ma'am rox kanina na may hawak na cards na bicycle *yung clear na pink*
naalala ko tuloy na gusto ko nung bicycle na black ang white. dapat bibili ako nun nung nasa star city kami, wala akong pera eh. haha.

Baking, ok naman yung tarts, kung wla lang sanang nag-'sweet escape' *ika nga ni Jace*

nanood pala ako ng softball ng acacia, ang glaing nila. Karir. ang saling pa nung STs, parang ang bait. Gusto kong makabat nang mataas, yung ludz-like or Johr Roe-like bat. haaay...

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may ishe-share lang ako...

seemingly 'small' things

1. the last 25-centavo coin to complete that jeepney fare
2. An eye-drop that stopped the tingiling in your eye
3. a bullte
4. a grain of rice
5. contact lenses
6. a mole on someone's face, shouting out but cannot be heard
7. a pimple ready to take on the world
8. food stuck between your teeth
9. a golden ring around one's finger, symbolizing forever

Things that tug at the hearts of girls, and most women.

1. having the door opened
2. waiting alone in a park while silently witnessing the dance of falling leaves
3. Chocolates form an anonymous sender. (No matter how cliché it may be)
4. puppies
5. Recieveing that item you've wanted for a long time, when you've never told anyone you wanted it.
6. a crying man.
7. a man who can dance.
8. a woman with unfulfilled wishes and dreams sees a falling star for the firts time *i like this. :D*

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paalam na muna, gigising pa ko ng maaga para sa meeting bukas. at maghahanda sa new year.

Ignorantia juris non excusat...

umagang umaga, nainis nanaman ako. Tama bang di maparusahan ang isang tao dahil lang sa mataas ang posisyon niya sa gsp? dahil sa walang uniform, dapat ay maparusahan pero anong nangyari? tama ba yun?

Sky: ui, push up ka na
B: ehh, next week na

ito pa...
Ale: bakit ayaw mo mag-push up?
B: eeehhh.... Maaahhrraaammiii kaaahhssseeennnggg nnanngyaarhhiii eehhh... *what the fuzz? anong nangyari? binasa ng isang malaking elepante ang uniform mo? nasagasaan yung alaga mong pusa? kinain ng aso ang uniform mo? what!?!?! or should i say.. tinatamad kang mag-uniform? ayaw mo lang maparusahan? yes, that'll sound worse coming from your mouth, but that's the truth*

first and foremost, walang flag ceremony next week, last time i checked, *delete! baka karmahin ako*... magisip ka! gamitin mo yang malaking utak mo! *better...*

but eitherway, Ignorantia juris non excusat. Tamang-tama, mas maiintindihan mo yan kasi lenggwahe mo yan, isang word palang diyan, matutuwa ka na. but Mind you, pwede mo yang isearch sa go0gle, in case magpapaka-karir ka nanaman.


na-confirm ko na kung sino talaga si ice 08! whew, kinabahan naman ako nun... haha.

nung vm, nangyari ang di inaasahan, ang malas talagang kasama ni sky...ano ano nanamang sasabihin mo? "destiny!?" wow... ang sagot ko, coincidence. Kasi naman, dapat katabi kita, ayun, adik lang...

si pakwan naman, nakita kong tumitingin sakin habang kumakanta ang vm class... Peripheral, simula no0n, pine-peripheral na ako nun. roars...

nakita ko si c at kinwento niya sakin ang lovelife niya, nakakainis lang yung fact na masyado silang nagpapaapekto sa mga xy, andami-daming xy sa mundo. Napapansin ko ring lahat ng kaibigan ko ay masyado ng inclined sa mga xy at nakakainis talaga... nagkakaroon na sila ng dallying acts... isa pa, xy this, xy that. in a day di pwedeng di mabanggit si xy. haaay...

wala ng espesyal na nangyari pagkatapos nun...

Ang weird nanaman...

Pinost na ang scores sa Physics Quiz#1... nang bigla kong makita....
Ice 08
wow.... Ice 08?....

Sino si "Ice 08"??? Kilala niyo ba? Sabihin niyo naman sakin kung sino. Siya yung nasa listahan ng Narra ng codename si Physics... i Dunno, for some reason, bothered talaga ako. Hindi rin naman ako yung kasi...

1. Hindi ako gagagawa ng codename na nahahalata ng mga tao na ako yun.
2. Kung Ice man yung gagamitin ko... i'd use the number 11
3. Itatanong ko ba kung sino yun kung alam kong ako yun?...

Tinanong namin sa mga tao kung sino at di naman nila kilala kung sino. May isang nagsabi... "its either si...*tingin sakin* [haha... alam ko yun kahit nasa likod ko siya] or si...*sino!?!?*"... Akala ng mga tao ako.... haaaay... sino ka nga ba Ice 08?...


Bago mag-baking, ang weird nanaman ni joel, tama bang maaliw sa isang panupil ng buhok. Akin kasi yun, tapos hinahawakan ni Sky at naaliw nga si joel... akala niya totoo at buhay... ano yun higad?... Ang weird mo joel! Pero nakakatuwa na rin kasi napasaya niya kami ni Ice sa kabila ng mga nangyayari samin...