~Regaining people's trust is difficult, especially in relationships, and that's the important part about life. However, it IS somewhat simple. You basically have to prove the the person in your life that whatever behavior you were doing that caused them to lose faith in you, you won't do anymore.~

update... ano nga ba?

recently, ang dami kong gustong sabihin kaya lang di ako makapagOl dahil sa mga kumplikasyon.. lahat ng sasabihin ko nawala na..

ayun, naalala ko na.

nung friday, nangyari ulit yun,.. hindi ko na matiis kaya nagkulong ako sa cr. oo, desperado na kong makalayo at malimutan ang lahat. at for the first time, inatake ako. dati pa sinabi sakin ng chinese doctor ang tungkol dun, pero di pa ko inaatake kaya ayun. Nakaupo na ako nun sa lapag at nagaasin. nang bigla ko yung naramdaman. Ang sakit. Di tulad ng nangyayari sa iba, wala akong kasama nun, walang napag pinagsabihan. napakasakit pala nun, *ang nakakagulat lang, i didn't want to get out of that situation, atleast, for one, my heart was aching, but not because of emotions... its just pure pain... and i didn't have to think of things at that moment... and at that short span of time, i forgot everything, and cared about myself.* yung feeling na walang makakatulong, at di mo pwedeng ipaalam yun.

matapos nun, i felt, somehow, relieved... ang sarap ng feeling ng after pain...

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nung friday, PE, nakakatuwa lang... nakatira ulit ako ng maayos... sa wakas. Siguro dahil walang masyadong vaas na naglaro bukod kay bry. sayang lang, na-out ako sa 3rd base. pinagbigyan na Niya ko, sa wakas... wahahaha...

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film app, naexperience na rin ang home theater-ish AV room. wala na yung bean bags. kinurakot siguro nn mga librarian. bwahaha. nahiga ako dun sa carpet, ayun, na-allergy. tsktsk... ang weird pa kasi pinatawag ako ng librarian mula sa room, so nagtinginan silang lahat. may ibibigay lang pala sakin.

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~Trust is so hard won and easily lost, and once lost hast to be earned again. One should always admit their mistakes, apologize and try to make things right. Learn from the situation so you dont repeat it, but above all dont lie or make excuses. Be sincere. ~