everything went well... atleast, almost well... it only i didn't feel sick today.

econ
someone approached me and asked if she's the one i mentioned in my last entry... i told her i dont remember my last entry... but now that i do, its not you. weird, its not you and you asked me right away... while that person... doesn't even ask me about it. well yeah, what would people think? yeah sure... i understand it Veeerrryyyy W-E-L-L. and maybe, some people are just like That.

a while ago, i felt happy coz i saw my classmate using the gift that i gave last xmas. i just gave him a gift coz he's my forever classmate and well, i just appreciate the fact that he opened up to me. and accepted my advice... haha...

i remember..

last week, i told seahorse about this story...
*i changed the location*
i was walking towards the canteen *new building*.. then i saw someone staying there.. alone... i first tried to distinguish if its who i think it is... and i am right... so my initial reaction was to walk away. and i did that. after walking for about three meters, i looked back, just to make sure that i am right. i noticed that that person looked at my direction so what i did was to go to the quadrangle... *then talk to Him... sigh*

when i told seahorse about that, she told me that it seemed like i was a afraid... and that i she were in my shoes, she wouldnt walk away...

its not that i didn't want to face everything at that moment. i wasn't afraid of that moment, of that person, and of what might happen. i just didnt want to fix everything... or to talk only because we were alone. i didnt want it to be a no choice situation. its that simple. if that person really wants to talk, there'll be a lot of ways... diba nga: Kung gusto may paraan, kung ayaw, may dahilan.

i don't want to sound.... and i just cant find the right word.

p.s. to my classmate who aproached ma and asked if its you, again, its not you... and i want to say thank y0u... for being sensitive. for caring. and even saying sorry... for the december incident.... what's done is d0ne... life really is unfair...

well, that's all for now.... tsai tsien.